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February 18, 2010

Rohan

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I’m not gonna lie… I’ve never been a kid person.  In fact, kids kind of scare me.  They make me nervous.  I never know what to say to them.  And then I get nervous that I’ll say the wrong thing and they will say “I hate you” and either begin to cry or run away.  I should continue the rest of the paragraph in the past tense because my thoughts have changed and you will read why.  People WERE usually shocked to hear about my dislike for kids.  I WAS sort of shocked myself.  Clearly, there WAS something wrong with this.

On October 6, 2009…my dislike for children changed.  My whole perspective on kids shifted.  I fell head over heels in love with Rohan.  Rohan was born and stole my heart.  He is the son of my brother Rajan and his wife Sejal.  He is the first baby in our family.  I love him more than much!  He was born with a full head of hair and a smile.  I never knew I could feel this way about anyone.  I can’t even describe the feeling I have…the amount of love I have for him.  And he’s not even MY kid?!!  I can’t even begin to grasp the feeling I’ll have when I have my own child!  Ok, lets not get carried away here…I need to find a husband first.  Ok…back to Rohan.  This little innocent boy has invaded all of our lives with pure happiness.  I love seeing my dad with him- Its too sweet.  Aww…Rohan’s little laugh makes all of the world’s problems go away.

I was so devastated to not be at the hospital when he was born.  Why was I not there?  Because I was stuck in LA suffocating from this business called Hollywood…trying to get a job…and trying not be a one-hit wonder~!   lol.  I wish I was there.  I sooo wish I was there.  But I wasn’t.  And that time has passed.  And now I can only live in the moment and live without regrets.  There is a reason for everything…or at least I keep telling myself that to make myself feel better.  haha…

I am astonished by Rohan.  First of all, where did he come from??  Ok, I know “where” he come from… but how was he created?  How does he have a little heart and a brain and skin and a nose and a body?  How was this little bundle of joy made? I don’t mean scientifically or biologically people…c’mon, give me a lil credit…I was pre-med once on a blue moon.

Rohan is a miracle.  All babies are miracles.  Life is a miracle.  Really.  Truly.  We were all babies once.

Everything is a joy and an experience with Rohan…from changing his diaper to feeding him to simply holding him.  All of these everyday “things” are so special and important.  Sometimes it takes a baby to remind you about enjoying the little things in life.  Pun intended.

  1. What an inspiring article! Thank you very much, enjoyed reading it and can feel the love you have for little Rohan.

    (And just one tiny little nitpick thing: Are you sure he was born on Oct 6th 2010, so a couple of months in the future from now? Probably should be 2009 :) )

    Comment by Christian — February 20, 2010 @ 2:43 pm

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